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Put up a facade Put up a facade and you saw right- Put up a facade Oh, I put up a facade and you saw right- Put up a facade and you saw right through it Told me I was worthless, but I already knew it I don't care how I die as long as I do it Don't care how I die as long as I do it Put up a facade and you saw right through it Told me I was worthless, but I already knew it I don't care how I die as long as I do it Please close your eyes, I don't wanna put you through it at all Hair in my eyes, I can't see straight Drugs in my veins make my knees shake Baby, won't you hold my hand while I limp through the hall Feeling trapped in my mind, need an escape Every day is just a mess of depressive episodes Panic in my room over never letting go Singing songs you've never heard about that seven-letter word This anxiety gon' place me in the wreckage in the snow I'm tired, so tired all the time This stress on my back's been severing my spine No, I'm never doing fine Put up a facade and you saw right through it Told me I was worthless, but I already knew it I don't care how I die as long as I do it Don't care how I die as long as I do it Put up a facade and you saw right through it Told me I was worthless, but I already knew it I don't care how I die as long as I do it Please close your eyes, I don't wanna put you through it at all