Skull

[Intro] I could probably never admit this to anyone else but you But back in like 2001 I wanted to kill you [Verse] I turnt up when I heard the crash But in the next few frames that followed I turnt all the way down like slow motion Like time and space got swallowed And I believe every moment is meaningful, even if just for a second And every second counts when you watch the clock from inside of the wreckage Two in the mornin', I was outside your buildin' in the back of a taxi And over on the corner next to the record store, we saw an accident happen Of course it stole my focus Cold as the wind, I'm frozen, motionless I don't remember if I showed emotion Just autotune and sing those notes Was almost twenty years ago, long time ago Sometimes I try to block it out my mind, but then decide to show Those glimpses of violence on the insides of my eyelids I still hear it in my head, I can see it, still can't describe it See the cab driver fumble with his flip phone, tryin' to hit 911 You know the cops are gonna come Like what the fuck? The one time I've ever carried a gun This ain't even my gun, what the hell did you put in this flask? Who the fuck do you think that you are with your scary ass? Wishin' that you could bury it in the trash Smash that four-door Ford sedan into an F-150 Bright red blood in the fresh white snow and my breath got sticky I was on the verge of cryin', but this ain't my time to work it out, no I'm tryin' to find a way to help out, but I'm nervous that I don't know how to And I'm sure I heard a voice come from the inside of the car So I'm pullin' on the handle tryin' to pry the door ajar Lookin' through the window, I don't see anybody movin' The noise I heard was the radio, there's nothing there but music It was no surprise when I recognized y'all drew a crowd 'round And everybody so quiet, it felt like the song was stupid loud now Kick, bass, and snare, I swear that to this day, when I close my eyes I thank whomever can hear these tears, 'cause that's the night that one of us was supposed to die