Bloodline

I'm just a lost kid who looks like a woman with no five-year plan I'm making up for hobbies and the birthday parties that I never had Everything I'm missing while the clock is ticking is not my concern 'Cause while no one would thank me I know I'd be breaking the most common curse Don't think I like my chances at all I think the bloodline ends with me Don't cry, it's just one of those things I'm terrified that traumatizing is my legacy I think the bloodline ends with me Slamming doors in silence, keep Everything private, head up in the clouds Finally being honest and crying in the closet, it's so ironic now Don't think I like my chances at all Given the odds, I'd rather be wrong 'Cause I think the bloodline ends with me Don't cry, it's just one of those things I'm terrified that traumatizing is my legacy I think the bloodline ends with me When the love of my life looks in my eyes I see our child and in my head they're so Lovely, funny, get it from me, never running And even after we're long gone, they're strong Found love, good job, happy, thank God But I know that it's not real, not real Know how I feel, can't learn, can't heal So, it has to be So, it has to be I think the bloodline ends with me Don't cry, it's just one of those things I'm terrified that traumatizin' is my legacy I think the bloodline ends with me