happy for you

You're talking to me, but i don't hear a word Focusing on my breath and the blur in my eyes Trying to not cry I know you don't know i'm holding back tears What'd you expect, i've loved you for years I'd feel stupid if i just let go You'll never know I hold it in, keep it in Just keep smiling Look away, not too long That's the thing Cause otherwise you'd realize That i'm breaking down It's hard to be happy for you when she's the only one you see It's hard for me biting my tongue when all that i know is you and me It's hard to be happy It's hard to be happy, happy, happy It's hard to be happy It's hard to be happy, happy, happy Everywhere you go, she's by your side Holding your hand, wish you were holding mine I'll pretend that i'm fine I hold it in, keep it in Just keep smiling Look away, not too long That's the thing Cause otherwise you'd realize That i'm breaking down It's hard to be happy for you when she's the only one you see It's hard for me biting my tongue when all that i know is you and me It's hard to be happy It's hard to be happy, happy, happy It's hard to be happy It's hard to be happy, happy, happy I used to think when all was said and done I would be the one Then she looks at you, i see in your eyes Colors like a sunrise It's hard to be happy, happy, happy It's hard to be happy for you when she's the only one you see It's hard for me biting my tongue when all that i know is you and me It's hard to be happy It's hard to be happy, happy, happy It's hard to be happy It's hard to be happy, happy, happy