[Verse 1]
I woke at half past noon
It's overcast in mid-June
And I've got nothing to do
But talk to the walls in my room
They're callous and they're cruel
They're closing in on me too
I put my phone down and light a cigarette
Pray these walls burn down to give me a view
[Pre-Chorus]
And we both know when you come home
You'll call me up again
Just to piss off my mother
And just to call me a friend
Oh it's been several years or so
Since I've had you in my bed
Now you wake next to another
And I pretend not to care
[Chorus]
I can't speak of romance
When they ask me what we had
And I can't seem to understand
Why you would haunt me so casually
And you know that I've got standards
But for you, they don't matter
[Verse 2]
I'm swimmin' in the pool
The pool where I used to meet you
Head-first in my shoes
And the water's not as blue
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, now we both know I sleep alone
Last night I dreamt of you again
I don't wanna be held by another
Just so it can end
Oh it's been several years or so
Since I've been clear in the head
I can't confide in my mother
I can't confide in my friends
[Chorus]
Yeah I can't speak of romance
When they ask me what we had
And I can't seem to understand
Why you would haunt me so casually
And you know that I've got standards
But for you they don't matter
[Outro]
Now I'm wasted at your party
You're off with the girl who's not me
You can't tell her what we had
'Cause wouldn't it drive her mad
So I wish that I never met you
'Cause these affairs get so convoluted
But it's not that I regret this
I just wish I did things different
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