Breaking & Healing

Every time I start to doubt myself My thoughts dancing overhead With a life of their own They won't leave me alone And I start to reminisce upon All the ways that I've gone wrong Like believing in words Only spoken to hurt 'Cause the night time comes and parts that broke Keep breaking and healing again I'm healing through hurting again When the morning comes and all my loose ends Get tied up and untied again I'm braiding my wounds up again This is what it feels like This is what it feels like And this is what it feels like When will I get used to it Used to it Used to it This is what it feels like This is what it feels like And this is what it feels like So better get used to it Used to it Used to it I'll keep breaking and healing and breaking and healing again Every plan that I've made has crumbled All the spinning makes me weak I keep losing my grip No one's there when I slip Thought I was done with that shit when I came here Chasing a dream but it feels like a nightmare How do I deal with it Deal with it Deal with it Better get used to it Used to it Used to it When the morning comes and all my loose ends Get tied up and untied again I'm braiding my wounds up again This is what it feels like This is what it feels like And this is what it feels like When will I get used to it Used to it Used to it This is what it feels like This is what it feels like And this is what it feels like So better get used to it Used to it Used to it I'll keep breaking and healing and breaking and healing again