Idiot

I've gotta clean the house today The outside world just don't seem safe I might let myself waste away To feel like I have something in control I wanna hurt myself today It's been a while and I miss the pain I give out and get no gains I've only got myself to blame But I won't be seeking your help again 'Cause you've got priorities You've got priorities (Priorities) I'm sorry I missed you You know that I'm hurting Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot I'm sorry I missed you (I just wanna stay home) You know that I'm hurting (And it's not your fault) Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot Could I serve myself today Stay in bed and masturbate Feel like I deserve the break What a dream I'll never live that way Wanna stop this rut today I've listed all the things I'll change I expect too much but give away my energy I've only got myself to blame But I won't be seeking your help again 'Cause you've got priorities You've got priorities (Priorities) I'm sorry I missed you You know that I'm hurting Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot I'm sorry I missed you (I just wanna stay home) You know that I'm hurting (And it's not your fault) Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot I'm sorry I missed you (I just wanna stay home) You know that I'm hurting (And it's not your fault) Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret I'm an idiot