Starting Again

And it started again And I meant every word And I like what I said And I liked what I heard And I started to think I could think about starting again We were laughing again Over memories and wine And the years in between Didn't seem along time When I smile she knew why In awhile it was starting again And I started to think I could feel again All the bad times seemed unreal When she looked in my eyes The cheating, the lies, the things that were wrong Seem far behind And I started to think I could care again And my fears all disappear When she called me by name I knew that she changed The flaws were all gone The saint remained But it started again When I asked her to stay And she said there's this friend who's in town just for today And she really felt bad But she had to be leaving again And she left me again As she left me before Still pretending she cared when we kissed at the door But I saw in her eyes That the lies were all starting again Just when I'd started to fall again When all the bad times seemed unreal When it all seemed so right And I thought that tonight if she said she cared She really might Just when my fears disappeared again And I heard what I wanted to hear It all started again And I knew what that meant It wasn't the start It was really the end