Absent

[Verse 1] I'm not as well-put together as I'd like to have you think Portray a character of confidence to hide these broken wings 'Cause we are not permanent, not staying here Our bodies soon go missing Though you'd love to stay plus find a way And I believe you're not sane I bury myself right and turn the idea of life Under every situation that just never turned out right [Chorus] Lately, faintly, staring back at me While I'm drowning in your openness Find it hard to breathe Try for your shore, for consistency I'm absent, filled with hopelessness I'm your land on sea [Verse 2] I slowly break but in your wake I'm feeling old It's such a love, I'm real enough to grab ahold of words Oh, I feel too much, in a late night rain bring a wind so rough It'll move this all to a gentle hush And I'll [...] in the meantime 'Cause this moment's everything And we love with broken wings [Chorus] Lately, faintly staring back at me While I'm drowning in your openness Find it hard to breathe Try for your shore, for consistency I'm absent, filled with hopelessness I'm your land on sea [Bridge] Feel your cold ways take away my breath 'Cause I'm weak when you pay company to my burning chest Like iron I slowly fell apart, you don't want to see God, I found your broken heart, take this life away from me [Chorus] Lately, faintly, staring back at me While I'm drowning in your openness Find it hard to breathe Try for your shore, for consistency I'm absent, filled with hopelessness I'm your land on sea [Outro] 'Cause I'm your land on sea I'm your land on sea