Doing This Again!

I hope to be happy, I hope to be calm I hope to be somewhat content Every morning, I wake up And think to myself, "Oh god, we're doing this again!" I hope I'll be resilient I hope to be brave in the face of another family cancer My mother cites a rosary downstairs But Lord, these blessed words fail me I just wanna welcome all the broken people Every morning, I wake up, and I drink my silly little oat milk coffee And I text my silly little texts, and my phone's still on autocorrect So I gotta backspace, take my caps out 'Cause I'm too lazy to change the settings, too hazy to hum myself to sleep Oh my god, we're doing this again I hope to be neurotic, go lucky Young upstart, and plucky Anatomically correct beating heart of the party And I could be your vena cava Pumping small talk between your trauma While the red stains your new carpet Every morning, I wake up, and I drink my silly little oat milk coffee And I text my silly little texts, and my phone's still on autocorrect So I gotta backspace, take my caps out 'Cause I'm too lazy to change the settings, too hazy to hum myself to sleep Oh my god, we're doing this again Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye Every moonbeam, every fever dream Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye Every moonbeam, every fever dream Wouldn't you love to be happy? (Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye) Wouldn't you love to go outside for a change? (Every moonbeam, every fever dream) And I don't mean in body (every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye) I mean embody, I mean embody (every moonbeam, every fever dream) Every morning, I wake up, and I drink my silly little oat milk coffee And I text my silly little texts, and my phone's still on autocorrect So I gotta backspace, take my caps out 'Cause I'm too lazy to change the settings, too hazy to hum myself to sleep Oh my god, we're doing this again Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye (again) Every moonbeam, every fever dream (again) Every sunrise, every street sign, every goodbye (again) Every moonbeam, every fever dream (we're doing this again)