Hell Of It

Welcome back, you couldn't resist Planting seeds of denial 'til you reap the harvest Take it all, I barely exist Rip the flesh off my bones, make a feast of my carcass Lie INSTRUMENTAL It's a habitual ritual of the darkness Waking up with my eyes sewn shut All my nerves are frozen solid I can never get out until you take your cut Take it all, I barely exist Take it all, I barely exist Why am I a dreamer? (I can't take this) You dig a little deeper (just for the hell of it) Why am I a dreamer? (I can't take this) You dig a little deeper (just for the hell of it) I can't discern the shapes I'm seeing So out of phase with the state I'm in At least my heart is finally pounding I love the taste of my own medicine Take it all, I barely exist Take it all, I barely exist Why am I a dreamer? (I can't take this) You dig a little deeper (just for the hell of it) Why am I a dreamer? (I can't take this) You dig a little deeper (just for the hell of it) Take it all, I barely exist Take it all, I barely exist Take it all, I barely exist Rip the flesh off my bones, make a feast of my carcass Why am I a dreamer? (I can't take this) You dig a little deeper (just for the hell of it) Why am I a dreamer? (I can't take this) You dig a little deeper (just for the hell of it) Lie Just for the hell of it