Blonde

Swear they treat me like a child Fuck an inch, I gave a mile Desperation filled denial Working late, it's what's required I can't sleep but I'm so tired I was gonna see some friends But that would be wasting time I'll just text, I'm sure they're fine, fine, f-fine I wasn't thinking She took it lying down I came out swinging A verbal concoction of doubts But as I sit here My lungs are all out of shout I couldn't help but fall apart (I've been hard on myself) She saw it coming from the start (don't know how she could tell) But now she's saying not to stop (got this far might as well) Oh, I don't think I have the heart Now I'm sulking by the telly Imitating what is trendy If I bleach blonde dye my hair Will the people find me sexy? I was gonna call a friend Know I should've done already Proper talk with them directly But I never have the time, time, t-time I wasn't thinking She took it lying down I came out swinging A verbal concoction of doubts But as I sit here My lungs are all out of shout I couldn't help but fall apart (I've been hard on myself) She saw it coming from the start (don't know how she could tell) But now she's saying not to stop (got this far, might as well) Oh, I don't think I have the heart Now I'm falling apart She's got an eye for all that Now she's calling me out Don't wanna do it again Fill up my cup, but it's still empty Halfway full and that'll be plenty Fill up my cup, but it's still empty Halfway full and that'll be plenty I wasn't thinking She took it lying down I came out swinging A verbal concoction of doubts But as I sit here My lungs are all out of shout I couldn't help but fall apart (I've been hard on myself) She saw it coming from the start (don't know how she could tell) But now she's saying not to stop (got this far might as well) Oh, I don't think I have the heart