Real Lapse (Acapella)

[Intro] No matter how hard you try to run from this shit It's like it’s always—, always one step ahead of you, you know? Every time I try to run—, run, it pulls me back even harder Sometimes I just feel like I gotta give in just to feel alright again [Verse 1] Rap heavyweight, I'm talkin' sumo But the shit done broke my heart, I’m talkin' takotsubo No pseudo, heard the name, but I'm not the one, I know judo You don't know if I got a gun, big stepper, big .40 on my hip flexor My need for revenge is like a sick pleasure Just on a pill and tryna numb the feeling So I pop another pill and chop another melon Fuck a hero, I got zero feelings in my cerebellum I live long enough to see myself become the villain Feel like 'Ye at the VMAs, this shit in my DNA I got a lot of shit that I need to say, so why the fuck I always hold it in? Walls closin' in, aw, shit, here we go again I'm feelin' trapped like my origin, let me get a Hennessy or a gin [Chorus] Lyin’ to myself, avoidin’ real facts, I been on this track runnin' real laps I know you feel that, I know you feel that Anxiety kickin’ in, I can't relax, I been on this track, runnin' real laps I know you feel that, it hit my system, I know, I feel that [Verse 2] I know what these bitches do, success is really misconstrued No class, your ass must have graduated from a different school I get it really, shit is cool, I ain't even trippin’ I'm just slippin' through the cracks in the floor of my livin' room Dancin' to a different tune, drivin' in a different lane I was 'round for you, but you switched and now this shit just changed Picture this, you couldn't even fit me in the picture frame I'm sick of this, most your favorite idols is the biggest lames Twenty years, never sold a ticket for the biggest stage But I become the biggest villain if I ever get enraged I used to pray for different days The IRS came for me like my name was Nicolas Cage That's the reason why my book is missin' pages I guess we'll see in the end, although I love it, I'ma leave it again I don't trust it, I'm like, "Fuck it, dawg, why even pretend?" Bein' honest, I promise you never see me again, the end [Chorus] Lyin' to myself, avoidin' real facts, I been on this track runnin' real laps I know you feel that, I know you feel that Anxiety kickin' in, I can't relax, I been on this track, runnin' real laps I know you feel that, it hit my system, I know, I feel that