Depression

I'd love to join you, but I just can't try I'll be cemented here deep in my depression And laughing is a waste of time I come and go you know I'm hit or miss And even when I'm up I can't shake this depression It's like living is a waste of time Maybe I just haven't waited long enough For everything to be okay I used to pretend that I was strong and tough But I can't even get through the day See my reflection and I start to cry I take a bite it gets me high, oh my obsession With eating is a waste of time The summer air is dancing on my skin I see your face again, it leaves quite an impression But ownership's a waste of time Maybe I just haven't waited long enough For everything to be okay I don't have the energy to suck it up And hide all these feelings away This is how my tears bottled up for years fill up the sea (Oh) Shaking off the dust back when I was just happy to be A new day's coming A new day's coming for me