Scapegoat

Although I followed the rules, I became a scapegoat An artificial paradise surrounded by a fake protection The promise to never go away Unknown dangers, waiting in the shadows Traumatic warnings Inside from the start Guilty of obedience Scapegoat the danger never came from the outside Now I stand as an example to all who follow the rules The mourning of the ideal The distant calls were not threats Just bursts of survival A deaf ear and total trust betrayed me My infinite credulity For this lesson so painfully learned Open my veins wide to the distress of the world Goodbye May it infiltrate, bite and digest me I'm just the scapegoat of her promises The one who was supposed to be my guide She wanted me to be hers only, her personal slave Hiding the whole world in a dollhouse Playing by the book never works