When Will I Change

The weight of the world Crashes down on my shoulders I'm a big girl now But I don't feel much older And I think of the end It plagues my mind all of the time I wish that I had a friend Who would just tell me I'm fine Tell me I'm fine It's not that bad And I have no reason to be sad But I find a way Almost everyday To stay this way When will I change? When will I change? It's not that I want more It's just that I want what I had before These feelings, they are depleting I just don't really get the meaning Get the meaning It's not that bad And I have no reason to be sad But I find a way Almost everyday To stay this way When will I change? When will I change? When will I change? When will I change? Visions of hope, visions of love More than before I want them to come Visions of hope, visions of love More than before I want them to come Visions of hope, visions of love More than before I want them to come Visions of hope, visions of love More than before I want them to come