Did I Do Something Wrong?

Nobody knows what I truly want In this life No fancy cars, or pills in the jars Nothing satisfies You may want love, success Or just diamond necklaces But with no one to trust I am so desperate Took my time and figured out That I'm the missing piece Child-like glitters the only way that I feel complete Riding our bikes when it's about to pour I never know the right timing anymore Waiting around for someone to sweep me off my feet But no happily ever after's are happening I'm drowning Tell me this did I do something wrong Just let me make it up to you Talking long distance List of missed calls and self loathing I miss the days when if I needed you A few blocks away Life is like a distant memory Where loved ones would argue and walk out And you're left with pain Riding our bikes when it's about to pour I never know the right timing anymore Waiting around for someone to sweep me off my feet But no happily ever after's are happening I'm drowning Tell me this did I do something wrong Just let me make it up to you Let me make it up to you We are just kids hiding behind mascara And worn out attitudes Riding around on our bikes like we didn't have a clue When life was simple, you with your dimples What would I do without you