Kamikaze

I think I like myself today Oh, wait, shit, no I don't, I'm high again Ha Mate, do you think my songs all sound the same? 'Cause I do but I don't, urgh, lame And I wonder if I'm too close To focus on where I wanna go I'm banging my head on walls Screaming, "I can do better" And the worst is yet to come So I guess I'll pretend I'm having Oh God, I think I'm on the run Get in my silver kamikaze Can't speak, death wish on the road Yeah, any second now Your knuckle gripping on the car seat Police on the stereo Yeah, any second now Yeah, any second now Silence spills out, my foot down on a silver kamikaze Can't speak, death wish on the road Yeah, any second now I think I'll let go I think I'll let go I think I'll let go Is it just me? losing my identity My eyes are red, my rooms a mess and I've been drinking all the time And every day feels the same Oh God, I crave a little change You ask me if I feel okay, I say "I'm fine!" And I wonder if I'm too close To focus on where I wanna go I'm banging my head on walls Screaming, "I can do better!" And the worst is yet to come So I guess I'll pretend I'm having fun Oh God, I think I'm on the run Get in my silver kamikaze Can't speak, death wish on the road Yeah, any second now Your knuckle gripping on the car seat Police on the stereo Yeah, any second now Yeah, any second now Silence spills out, my foot down on a silver kamikaze Can't speak, death wish on the road Yeah, any second now I think I'll let go I think I'll let go I think I'll let go I think I'll let go I think I'll let go