Writers Block

[Intro: Bingx] Panera Bread serves more than just bread, Dyllyn! Hahahahahaha Yo, Bingx, yeah [Verse 1: Bingx] The first time I had writer's block, we had just broke up, I was all coked up Real cocaine, no soda, just me and my straw, I was snorting all kind of rocks Time to stop, I was looking at my life through the highs and drops, gas pedal, no time to stop Fuck a brake 'cause I couldn't catch one if I ever slowed down long enough for my eye to drop It's like, dang, I used to be the man with a plan, used to be about things Now it's all bad, I don't know where I stand, plus I lost that momentum that would bring about things I'mma even out things, [?] string [?] togethеr, tryna meditate until I bring thoughts togethеr I got a metaphor spittin' acapellas, and see, y'all don't know a thing about me Gimme my motivation I need and nobody waiting for me to get motivated but me People used to get motivated by me, motivated by things that I write on this page, get motivated by Bingx Now I'm fighting this block, writing like tying a knot, crushing the lines that I rock, shit that I hide in my sock All of a sudden me putting up the lines that I rock, leave me that I dropped in servin' up [?] Man, this is not what I came for, boy, hearin' from my pops, "That is not what you aim for, boy" Aimin' for the top if you aim at all, [?], what you pray for, boy? Pray for your boy, what a aim it'll get ya, [?], better make that a mission 'Cause you can make all the riches in the world, when you die, can't take that with ya Make it go a long way, yep, headed for the top, rock bottom be the wrong way And it's been a long day, finna be a long way 'til I hit the top rocking with a strong faith Even when I got writer's block, yeah, said I got a strong faith Even when I got writer's block, said I got a strong faith Even when I got writer's block, rocking with a strong faith Even when I got writer's block [Verse 2: Neema] Yeah, it's writer's block, writer's block Neema! Writer's block, I pray that I go to heaven, I woke up feeling like I gotta go and get it Haters on the internet, but I'm just chilling on the block getting money, smoking cigarettes This nicotine, it got me seeing things and you can talk about me, baby, it just showing that you missing me Talk about me, girl, you fronting, and to think I used to love you All good a week ago and now it's nothing, it's never nothing 'cause my roster got dimes, yeah, it's something [?], [?], yeah, I took all my feelings and numbed it I believe in myself and I'm all for that love shit I believe in myself and I'm all for that love shit [Bridge: Ryan Caraveo] I right my wrongs, I write 'em down I sit in silence, I like the sound I try to say this the perfect way First, I'm satisfied, then I burn the page I right my wrongs, I write 'em down I sit in silence, I like the sound I try to say this the perfect way First, I'm satisfied, then, I burn the page [Verse 3: Ryan Caraveo] Y'all call this writer's block, but let's keep this simple and plain It's just feeling ashamed to tell you what I'm feeling 'cause what if you ain't feeling the same? So that lie gets to fill in the blank Got a picture to paint but can't find a thousand words to fill in the frame And the will to refrain from killing my brain gets lost so I try to get high but the ceiling remains Truth is, I ain't well, a little bipolar, if you can't tell One minute, everything's all love, mext minute, it's fuck everything else First, I feel high like ozone, but then I feel down like oh, no 'Cause I'm losing sleep while I loop these beats and it's all for people I don't know But then I say they ain't who I do this for, wrote fourteen bars, got two to go So I tap my foot while the music goes And I'm biting down on my cuticles Gave my girl her cue to go 'Cause she believes that I lose control 'Cause I spend my money on a studio And I never hang out, gotta do these shows Didn't pay my bill, can't use the phone No gas in the tank, no food at home But I love this shit more than you would know And that sacrifice is so beautiful, yeah [Outro: Bingx & Ryan Caraveo] Yeah, said I got a strong faith Even when I got writer's block Said I got a strong faith Even when I got writer's block Rocking with a strong faith Even when I got writer's block I right my wrongs (I right my wrongs) I write 'em down (I write 'em down) I sit in silence (I sit in silence) I like the sound (I like the sound) I try to say this (I try to say this) The perfect way (The perfect way) First, I'm satisfied Then, I burn the page I right my wrongs I write 'em down (I write 'em down) I sit in silence (I sit in silence) I like the sound (I like the sound) I try to say this The perfect way (The perfect way) First, I'm satisfied Then, I burn the page, like (Then, I burn the page)