Runner

(dizzy) do u feel it yet bitch? (rook + dizzy) I COULD BE ANYTHING I WANT (anything i want anything i want) I COULD BE SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY (far away, yeah) I COULD MAKE PEACE WITH WHAT IM NOT (what! what! what! WHAT!) I COULD BE REAL AGAIN SOMEDAY......REAL AGAIN SOMEDAY (rook) i dont really know myself i dont really believe myself i dont really know why i see rotten things inside myself i dont really understand a single thing that's said to me "i don't really care who you are or what you think of me!!" ...but that's so fucking untrue when no one's listening (rook+dizzy) PUT ME UNDER I WANT TO GET AWAY I WONDER IF I COULD MAKE IT SHE'S A RUNNER I HEAR SHE FUCKS WITH SOMETHING OTHER YOU DONT KNOW THE HALF OF IT!!! im just a pain that hurts too much inverted shadow time delay mirror image of something that i never really even was heterosanity able-bodied lcd display but im lost in the world so different so unsuited for it (fuck) so sick so fucked up in it so doomed so dead so... FUCK!!!!!!! i'll get away and i'll be all that i dreamed of i'll become everything that you were so scared i would be i'll push the limits of what you thoughts i was capable of you'll never see me again I KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO ME..... this anger burns out too quick to hold i wanna be engulfed but i'm out in the cold am i a character in some sick fantasy that's getting old? what happens from now on if it turns out i never told you? i want to start again i want this hurt to die i want it to destroy me so i'll have a reason not to lie i want to hear ur voice and tell u its the last time ever i want to cut away i want to separate and sever i could be anything i want i could be somewhere far away i could make peace with what im not i could be real again someday...... REAL AGAIN SOMEDAY i'm going to start again