Kontrol

She said I'm like my father, Well that's okay, as long as she's not like my mother, We grew up together, And slowly side-by-side we've become strangers. Day in day out, We figure out, How none of us, Has ever told the truth. I miss, The secret knock, We used to let, The other one know, Everything is good. You make me lose kontrol, We've grown up together. Two hands on the wheel, No eyes on the street, Nothing left to be proud of. Forgot the secret knock that used to let you know, When I'd come home to look for you. Seems like I've finally found what I was looking for, And I let it kill me like you told me to. Come on and hit me where it hurts. I used to know how you lose it all, I think I lost it, It hurts. I was proud to know the details, No one else knew, I was proud of all the little things, I knew about you, While you love the options, You hate to choose, I was proud to know the little things, No one else knew.