Delusional

My lord, my holy keeper How will you heal me from this? It feels a parasite swimming inside The space you once took up It's held by darkness now Mindless abandon by your shadow wailing Sing me into your night I couldn't be more blinded by you Drag me all through your life I couldn't be more broken by you Keep me tied to your spite I couldn't be more buried by you Courage, you sneaky creature Why'd you go show me like this? It feels delusional, grinning aside The place I first met you It's filled by darkness now Spineless abandon by your shadow Fading Sing me into your night I couldn't be more blinded by you Drag me all through your life I couldn't be more broken by you Keep me tied to your spite I couldn't be more buried by you