[Verse 1]
I can't teach myself to fly
Everyone wants me to die
There's another girl inside
Who cuts herself and always hides
And they all break her, and they throw rocks
They pick on her until she cries
Circle like vultures, for easy targets
For someone scared and traumatized
They diagnose me, CPTSD
They say splitting happens sometimes
The treatments work but, the job undoes it
I get sick when I look online
[Bridge]
Please leave my friend alone inside my head
And let me mend the damage you have left
Cuz you've done plenty, that's enough
I beg, leave us to be
I can only do so much
To glue again these parts of me
[Verse 2]
I was sober until I came back
I take oxys half the time now
People close worry about me
People far want my demise now
And they don't know they already got it
They don't know we rot inside
Ronnie's fine but, Lydia's bleeding
She disappears for months at a time
So I just handle what I can for her
It's even hard for me sometimes
I get too high 'til my body's shaking
And all I can do is write
And so I'll write
And you won't listen
And you'll make 30 million tweets
But you don't need to
It's self-sustaining
I tell the truth, they laugh at me
[Hook]
Fine keep drinking, take what's left
Siphon everything we have
I see your hunger knows no end
I hope someone stronger's next
My soul is weak
I've not one piece of metal plate still shielding me
Now I've forgotten how to breathe
Thought I could fly, god, how naïve
You've no mercy
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