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[Verse 1: nidia] I'll say anything just to impress you Every time you lie to my face I detest you Theres a time and a place, theres a feeling when I met you When you grab on my waist, I'mma smile or do my best to You're so cold, I like praise, why does everything upset you? I'm in love with the chase, but I'm starting to regret you No time to think, I'mma cash out where I waste it Make my eyes turn pink, you got molly let me taste it Stay in my room, cuz I'm weird, I'm a dumb bitch When I trip off thе shrooms, I see stars, and I love it Only smoke a cigarettе whenever I get wasted I'mma roll my pain inside a blunt it's time for my to face it My ego told me lotta things, I had to go erase it All my pills so bad, but they feel so amazing It's 'bout time that I open my ears to Spirits in the sky, when you talk they 'gon hear you If you see me drive by, but I'd kill to get near you Why would I lie, much less would I fear you? If I laugh, then it's funny, push my feelings to the side Why my mind always running why the fuck I wanna die? I'm in pain, nothing changed, but I promise it's alright I'm insane, I'mma say, will you stay through the night? I can't handle liquor, think it's time for me to go home Overthinkin' made me sicker I think I might need a benzo They say Aidin, she's a winner, I don't think I'll be her friend though Said her parents always hit her no wonder that she's a weirdo I glue my lids to my eyes, put my fingers in my ears though It ain't ever really happen if I can't see or hear though I been trapped inside my mind, I'mma find it appears so Overthinkin' all the time, bleed my eyes, where the years go? [Verse 2: blackwinterwells] Try so hard but the energy is wasted Feel like our end is in sight I can taste it Take a million pills but it can't ever be painless See how you act like you don't have any shame left Isurvived things that would kill you I'm so tired of pretending that I'm fine And I always wanna cry but I can't sometimes I think that you're mad but you won't say why I don't want you back I just wanna be your friend I don't know what's up, can you fill me in Sometimes I dream that we both get along And I meet your new man and we make a few songs I don't want you back I just wanna be your friend I don't know what's up, can you fill me in Sometimes I dream that we both get along And I meet your new man and we make a few songs Wake up Take my meds, scroll, get up Bite my nails get shit done Hit my old therapist up Put some kratom in my cup Take a look at my funds Try not to feel fucked up Try not to feel fucked up