The Backwards Heart

[Verse 1] The next batch of kids They're gonna be one tough scene The kind of shit I think Don't stand up when I bleed But ain't no one more scared Than yours truly [Chorus] 'Cause I got a backwards heart (Come take my hand) And I'm tough to be sold And in a backwards heart (No, it ain't my fault) Not much can grow But I'ma turn it around And I just want you to know [Verse 2] The next phase of me I'm gonna be one tough scene Don't mind no black and blue Been green and everything in-between And I told her to heal up But she don't know what I mean [Chorus] 'Cause I got a backwards heart (Back me up) Am I centerfold? And in a backwards heart (Back, back me up) Not much can grow So I'ma turn it around And I just want you to know [Post-Chorus] I see your backwards heart I see your backwards heart I see your busy heart, oh I feel your backwards heart [Bridge] I have tried so many times But looking at what I've chosen God, it's harrowing Good grief, can't be lonely there What becomes of the mirror boy Who wants to know the outside world But cannot begin? Good grief, can't be lonely there (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh) [Outro] Good grief is all that I knew then I fought a war in my bedroom So goddamn scared to be here Good grief is all in my bedroom A tug of war in my mirror So goddamn scared to see you Good grief, you carry me through, yeah Just an inch up outta the blue, yeah And I'm coming home to please you (Good grief, good grief) Good grief, it's good to see you Look at me, I'm undefeated I'm having all them believe her, yeah (Good grief, good grief)