Looking Down from the Edge

Wake up Do I need these things that I'm asking for So I'll give up And turn in the dreams that I've been sold You'll never know The lines that were crossed Just to make it home So I'll cover up The fear that I'm not there for anybody Wish I was getting used to this Every chance I get I let it go Every moment spent is not enough Wish I was getting used to all of this I'm looking down from the edge And would I do it again? Would I trade the world that I know now For a day that I don't miss you I'm looking down from the edge And would I do it again? But it's getting hard to understand Why I'm wide awake but barely breathing I've spent all my energy Justifying my failures at close range Every chance I get I let it go Every moment spent is not enough Pull the trigger, I've been such a waste Neglecting life and love it's one in the same thing Every chance I get I let it go Every moment spent is not enough Wish I was getting used to all of this I'm looking down from the edge And would I do it again? Would I trade the world that I know now For a day that I don't miss you I'm looking down from the edge And would I do it again? But it's getting hard to understand Why I'm wide awake but barely breathing I know I've got too much to lose For me to turn my back on you The writings on the wall We were meant to fall Don't regret the life we chose Looking down from the edge Would I do it again? I'm looking down from the edge I'm looking down from the edge And would I do it again? Would I trade the world that I know now For a day that I don't miss you I'm looking down from the edge And would I do it again? But it's getting hard to understand Why I'm wide awake but barely breathing