Vivid Light

It's a fallen fallacy Waiting at your window In the corner, reaching out Nothing makes it better Still you try and book a room Hoping something comes to you And still you're dry It's like you've never touched A six-string guitar And the more you write You never get far He has seen the vivid light Thievish in his disdain As a life of honor falls I find myself in rage I don't want to be alone Naked on the sixth floor Then the music starts It's like you've never seen Your anger at large And the more you hide The smaller you are Perfect nights, that still deceive me every week I couldn't eat I wasn't falling for the hope Something that you said you're used to But now it's sad in May A harder truth to take in (nothing makes it better) And I swore I thought you'd make it through the night So I could see you at noon (Hoping something comes to you) I couldn't wait to bring you home to him How could I think it's alright? (Like you've never-) It's like you've never seen Your anger at large And the more you hide The smaller you are Perfect nights, that still deceive me every week I couldn't eat I wasn't falling for the hope Something that you said you're used to But now it's sad in May A harder truth to take in (nothing makes it better) And I swore I thought you'd make it through the night So I could see you at noon (Hoping something comes to you) I couldn't wait to bring you home to him How could I think it's alright? I don't wanna be here alone I don't wanna be here alone Oh, I wanna run away I think I might just stay