Immature

[Verse 1] To the boy that thinks I love him so I think that it's that I let you know I'm not sure if i am ready to commit to anything heavy I just want to let this whole thing go 'Cause everytime that you touch my hair I want to push away your hand and show I don't care Cause I've tried to learn to love you but I just really can't And I can't force the feelings that are not there And my friends say "Bloss please make up your mind You can't keep stringing him along stop being unkind" And yesterday when I woke up lying next to you I lay there and through what am I gonna do? [Chorus] Well I know I'm the first girl you brought home But I think I'm better off writing songs about how I'm alone Because you've got time for me, but you're way too kind And you don't give me any reasons to start a fight If I wanted a boyfriend you'd be my first port of call But I'm just not ready I am so immature [Verse 2] You're making plans for my eighteenth next week You said "let's catch a train and go and visit the beach" But how can I let you put this precious time aside? Only got a couple days to decide And I can tell that you are close with your mum The apple of her eye you are her only son I don't want to upset her if I ever break your heart But it should've never got this deep in the start [Chorus] Well I know I'm the first girl you brought home But I think I'm better off writing songs about how I'm alone Because you've got time for me, but you're way too kind And you don't give me any reasons to start a fight If I wanted a boyfriend you'd be my first port of call But I'm just not ready I am so immature [Verse 3] 'Cause I'm about to ring and say how I feel And I know you won't be mad you'll say "babe just be real" And I'll say too you what's playing on my mind And you'll say to me "please don't worry it's fine" But I can't help but feel like I've been unkind