you’d never know

[Verse 1] You'd never know I was fighting for my life eight months ago I shut the door and covered the windows 'Cause the sunlight hurt my eyes I couldn't even go outside for so, so long [Verse 2] And you couldn't tell But the inside of my head was a living hell I tried my best explaining how it felt But nobody ever understood Doctor said that everything looks good So I blamed myself [Chorus] I don't think I'd ever been so lonely Didn't know if I would make it out The dead of the winter of my life In the middle of the summertime And it still haunts me now [Verse 3] But you'd never know That it took me months to step outside alone 'Cause my body still gets tense when I walk home Past the spot where it all went dark It's like a movie flashing back in parts That cuts deep and slow (Ohh) [Chorus] I don't think I'd ever been so lonely Didn't know if I would make it out The dead of the winter of my life In the middle of the summertime And it still haunts me now [Bridge] Everyone said You look fine from the outside But in my mind I was upside down and screaming What the hell is wrong with me? (Oh-oh-oh) Tryna make it make sense, making my head spin Now I pray to forget 'cause I'm still here screaming What the hell is wrong with me? [Outro] You'd never know Oh, you'd never know, no, no