Crystalize

Honestly I lose I am in a Lake Everything is new I am flesh erased I cannot move, I cannot break I see the name, But out of lines Tell me like 2 High flyer I am new inside, its the same old way "I" Big big answer I don't want to feel my (back break) Its still at night I look up to you but ah I miss the start what we had when we Its sad really but I aint mad that we moved Sad that we lose, I get to choose a bad attitude I don't wanna feel like this anymore, I don't wanna take my meal at the door, There is still life And I am still changing Yet I cannot wait They say say say say say How long can it take? I don't wanna be anything Tell me you don't want that But if all of my dreams came true, maybe I could go away well I'm sorry I just wanna be And I'm sorry that I lied my life... but I just want to be Outside And Im sorry that I lied, I know its hard to try But I just wanna be with you And when you look into my eyes I promise I won't cry (Meet me at the start) Silence redefine me Let it go I don't want the lights to leave If its not a part of me, I don't want to feel like I'm am dying I remember why Feel it all when I look at the timing Lying deep inside of me (Meet me at the start) I feel like I'm falling now I just wanna be with you No I just wanna be awake Let them know a part of me is dying Just let them know Turn it off, I remember why I just wanna be with you I'm outside talking with angels I don't start a shift Throw it far away 300 more like this To be free from it I am all alone True as color fades I am not involved Then I see your face I am miles away I am fading off I am so afraid With all of your mistakes Lights on lights off I am saved (I will not forget that I am far away) I am not fine But I am lucid I know you want to fight But can you choose this Taking what I left I know it's hard to try I know you worked for that I know you worked for that I am outside I found a new reason I want to stay alive I know it's hard to try But I just wanna be with you