Numb

[Verse 1: Ralph Castelli] Where were you, before we met? I've been trying on, the things that you left Make me feel, like a man Like I'm wanted, like I'm wanted again Where were you, were you by yourself? Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else I'm so insecure, nobody knows it but you I wish I was numb and didn't have to show you I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb I wish I was numb and didn't have to show you [Verse 2: BONES] No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I've made Slipping and falling and crawling away I wanna talk, but there's nothing to say My yesterday was the same as today Without you with me, I'm blowin' my brains out Trippin', tryna' find a way out Life is so clearly played out Blood in my veins, clip in the K Once I get bangin' I leave 'em decayed Truly I feel like my mental has changed Somewhere along the road that I made Digging my grave, making my bed Mud on my body, I'm layin' my head SESH