Baby

You're killing me so finish me off or spare me Nicole, where are you now? Are you at home? Priscilla ordering chinese for you Is Wayne drinking one of those bottles of wine? Everyone brought one and now he has the time To relax and unwind I miss fucking you on your living room floor every Sunday night And I miss the smell of your log cabin and your cute little hands grabbing for mine I wonder what they're clasped around now I know someday's a lie but is somehow? How can I survive without you now? Are you at school? In the city that falls asleep before you In a bed that sinks in the middle And you might be little but I'm big We both don't fit And you used to put up with it I miss waking up covered in lint And to your lips pout and hint that you want mine But I don't miss not hearing my name And always wanting more and getting the same The same old, same old has got me down You've got me now Baby I tried and tried I lived and died And I sacrificed But I don't want to be anything If anything means that I'm something without you How can I describe my meaningless life? Without your beautiful light guiding me home every night?