Floodlights on the square

It's all going wrong, got a sandpaper tongue I don't know what I want but it's not this 'Cause I keep waking up with this pain in my lungs Everything fucking hurts and I don't want this 'Cause I I keep losing my time And I don't know what to do 'Cause I still rely on you So I lost control Took a quick trip down a rabbit hole And I just can't help myself I don't need anybody's help How bad does it have to get Before you need some help for it I just can't help myself I don't need anybody's help 'Cause I I keep losing my time And I don't know what to do 'Cause I still rely on you And I don't know what to do Can't let you see me like this The stains of years on my skin I still can't scratch the itch Can't get feeling to go 'Cause it's so much worse when I'm alone Soaks through my lips into my bones And makes a person I don't even know 'Cause I still rely on you And I don't know what to do 'Cause I still rely on you 'Cause I I keep losing my time And I don't know what to do It's all going wrong 'Cause I still rely on you It's all going wrong And I don't know what to do