rest up

All by myself, 4:30 AM, why can't I sleep now? I feel the urge to call you again I know it's not real, just stuck on repeat I'm sorry, but I never intended to put this weight on you But honey, I Darling, I'm trying to get better I keep forgetting these things that are important to me Darkness gets stuck on my mind and I get blinded I wish I could get a break so I can rest up And I could finally see what really matters to me Woke up again What can I do to get my shit together? I thought the nights were made for sleeping tight They just blind my sight In my head, a fight Such a waste of time, yeah I keep forgetting these things that are important to me Darkness gets stuck on my mind and I get blinded I wish I could get a break so I can rest up And I could finally see what really matters to me But honey, I Darling, I'm trying to get better Darling, I Honey, I'm trying to get better