Relapse

I told myself I wouldn't stay up late But it's 5 a.m. and I'm calling to see if you're awake I guess it's just a misplaced sense of fate That I'll be on this trip forever It's like I don't know no better I shouldn't, I shouldn't, I shouldn't give in and I know it But I'm losing my grip and I think I might slip any moment I keep making and breaking these rules every day, no wrong But I'll do it again and I'll save my regret for the mornin' I was getting this close to letting you go But then I fall back, why'd I do that? I wish my heart was stone And I had more self-control But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse) (I-I-I-I relapse) yeah, I relapsе Oops, what have I done? I'm right back herе just where I swore I'd never go In the comfort of your arms 'Cause I'm too scared to be alone See the crystals in your eyes Got me so hypnotised Yeah, they get me every time I was getting this close (this close) To letting you go (you go) But then I fall back, why'd I do that? (Do that) I wish my heart was stone And I had more self-control But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse) (I-I-I-I relapse) Time after time (relapse) (I-I-I-I relapse) yeah, I relapse I was getting this close to letting you go But then I fall back, why'd I do that? I wish my heart was stone And I had more self-control But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse) (Relapse) why do I, why do I, why do I, why do I? (Relapse) oh, relapse, I need some help 'Cause I just can't help myself I always relapse