Across Five Years

I said I'm crazy one more time Picked up the phone and wondered why So many years of hidden dreams Pushed down too far to ever win Locked doors and hidden ghosts Denied myself with every joke This was not me This could never be me Locked doors and hidden ghosts Denied myself with every joke This was not me This could never be me Remembering so many times So many lies, so many lies Ran so fast the years passed blind So much time lost killing five Locked doors and hidden ghosts Denied myself with every joke This was not me This could never be me Locked doors and hidden ghosts Denied myself with every joke This is not me This is not me This could never be me This is not me This is not me This could never be me Whatever poison you may drink Another list of "no"s persist Antique and out of reach I lost my life and take it back Crashed this side of happiness Hit the floor or hit and miss Without the strength to follow through Walked right past this life in you Just one more kiss Just one more chance Just one more life Circumstance Just one more call Taking a chance on circumstance Just one more kiss Just one more chance Just one more life Circumstance Just one more call Taking a chance on circumstance