Can You Feel It?

Olé, olé, olé, olé, olé, olé Olé, olé, olé, olé, olé, ol- Open blinds, but I can't find my way around I owe it to myself, I got a lot to figure out Got a knot in my belly, are you sure it's supposed to help me? It's been long enough to feel it, can you feel it? Aren't I supposed to feel it now? Tell me what you're thinking, I don't wanna have to shout Feel the heavy breathing on my chest and in my mouth Got two hands around my heart, I don't wanna see myself Burning bridges when I'm down (hold up, watch my shit) I'm falling, wondering how to spend my million hours While you're calling, throwback to my bedroom with no colors My apartment, got no AC in my room, shoutout Verlaine and Rimbaud You know what these, hehe, do, aren't I supposed to feel it now? Tell me what you're thinking, I don't wanna have to shout Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth Got two hands around my heart, I don't wanna see myself Burning bridges when I'm down (hold up, watch my shit) I'm falling through the corridors, used to the broken flooring Sorry I'm not sorry for, what? I excuse myself from pouring Lies straight out my chest, my mess, hardly could even tell a story Lose me at my best, my next project might be the one that shoots me (Up, up, up, up) Then the stars in the sky light my bedroom Flashing words on the walls and my head too I'm alive, but I can't live without you Can't live without you And the thoughts in my head run in circles And the sheets on my bed turn to purple I'm alone, but I know that I won't do Nothing to hold you back Nothing to hold you back Nothing to hold you back And Berlin, it got so much better (yeah) So from the bottom of my heart Thank you, guys, so much for giving me what I have today Seriously, big round of applause for yourselves I-I-I-I-I just wanna go to sleep, but I don't know how to keep Separated from my thoughts, it's become a part of me If I'm alive at 24, my life is a dichotomy I don't know what I wanna be, nobody better bother me I'm sleep-deprived and suicidal, thinking 'bout a lot of things I know it's in my mind, but sometimes it's just kinda hard to see Nobody really gives a fuck, it took a bit of time for me To realize I don't wanna be, I really didn't wanna be Olé, olé, olé, olé, olé, olé (I don't wanna be, wanna be) Olé, olé, olé, olé (wanna be, wanna be)