(Bloomtodea-)
Tell me, m'lady
How will you navigate an uncertain future without the master of the shadows?
(Exclusive)
I been tryin' to breathe
Stayin' up past five, grindin' my teeth
Uh, I made a couple of beats
Then the whole 'net, started capturin' me
This shit so overwhelming
Mix self-expression, with self-obsession
Hellbent, but that's somethin' I don't wanna tell them
Fightin' for my will like the ring is Elden, fuckin' hell, man
Take a breath before my ego pop
Play a set like I'm a handmade prop
Put the clay in my oven and petrify
Suffer restrain it, that's fear-based art
Tainted flesh, that's why the photos cropped
I'm possessed the way I play my part
Forming hatred like gatherin' tradin' cards
Spirit degradin', that's fear-based art
I don't know why I can't sleep
Lurk 'til the birds chip, sigh and repeat
I hit control, alt, delete
And yet I can't stop manufacturing heat
It's the rapture of the beast, you can't grasp it in the least
Buying acid off the deep web
Blasting off for cheap
It's all my fault, baby, I'm just too smart
And for that, I think I need to tear my brain apart, uh
Take a breath before my ego pop
Play a set like I'm a handmade prop
Put the clay in my oven and petrify
Suffer restrain it, that's fear-based art
Tainted flesh, that's why the photos cropped
I'm possessed the way I play my part
Forming hatred like gatherin' tradin' cards
Spirit degradin', that's fear-based art
Shaking, I let it out
But I'm faking, how could I be so mistaken?
The ways that I'm feelin' stuck
Shakin', the power in me awaken
How could I be so mistaken?
The ways that I'm feelin' stuck (yeah)
I'm guarded, they don't got my back
In my outlet, chargin' up a heart attack
With my head on a swivel, it give me muscle cramps (breaking)
And I better not shrivel up, I'm a fuckin' man
It's so divine to judge
I started walkin' down that path beyond the winter months
I started flyin to L.A. 'cause I get jitterbug (breaking)
It drove me crazy, now I'm certain I'm the chosen one (yeah)
Take a breath before my ego pop (oh)
Play a set like I'm a handmade prop
Put the clay in my oven and petrify
Suffer restrain it, that's fear-based art
Tainted flesh, that's why the photos cropped
I'm possessed the way I play my part
Forming hatred like gatherin' tradin' cards (ah)
My lungs are caved in
Lay to waste, tweaking in the basement
Yeah, not a promise, it's a statement
Do I trust him, while she said she wanna get acquainted
She said she wanna be my best friend
But I can't hang around no yes man
Shovel fake love, like the hole that I stepped in
No time, I already lost my adolescence
You think you're better than me?
But I think you are no better to see
You think I'm punk 'cause he lettin' you breathe?
Hangin' off the bridge, I'ma rock crooked teeth
