Blind

To the bullshit i went blind I just need a moment to myself sometimes Sometimes Sometimes I fear decline I got a fear of not living up to what could and should be mine Scared of being fifty, looking back asking myself why didn't i? But to be real my life expectancy just ain't that high So if i fall before my time i just want my guys to know i tried And i was kind And that i showed love and never did nothing out of spite Even though man took the fucking piss Still i never picked a fight Cause even though more time that feeling in my gut proves Me right I pushed it to the side Out of mind, out of sight By myself, every night Kept it pushing, live my life Wrong or right, only i decide If it's worth thinking bout it twice Cause i keep my eyes to the sky And what's beyond on my mind The future so bright That to the bullshit i went blind