Ultrapure

Waking up early Not knowing what for I never knew when You'd walk through the door Still can remember More than I'd hope Perfume and paint cans Bottled up hope Mattress in corners Of rooms all my life Alone in apartments A heart for a mind Head first into the water Ultrapure like a child I would walk through this fire Full of doubts With a general smile Closed eyes, not sleeping Still hear those shouts Holding your hand till The voices drown out I was born to forgive you Ultrapure like a child Were you always pulling an anchor Dragging you from behind? I was born to forgive you Ultrapure like a child It was never your fault But surely, it wasn't mine It was never your fault but surely, it wasn't mine But surely, it wasn't mine