Keep It Near

I left my mouth to become yours I left my mouth to become yours Call it off again Falling in and out again Call it off again Falling in and out again Feels like I'm not soft Like I'm trying to be Go ahead, call me And leave me left out Even my mother will tell you I'm not good at affection Don't know where I learned that But I fear it in myself And when it calls me It feels like something I know Vacuous, black, and old So I keep it near So I can feel something real Like hell But I do feel I left my mouth to become yours I left my mouth to become yours Call it off again Falling in and out again Call it off again Falling in and out again Every day falls apart It's every day nothing When my head feels heavy And I'm falling asleep again I don't know what to do It feels like I say that a lot But I really don't Oh It's been a while And I'm in and out of existence But I got sweet darkness He lays in my lap every night And I look in his eyes I left my mouth to become yours I left my mouth to become yours Call it off again Falling in and out again Call it off again Falling in and out again Oh Oh Oh Oh