Hate Myself

[Verse 1] The younger me would be so sad to meet me The younger me would be so mad of dreaming He probably be like, "You'd be better off sleeping" And now I know why you afraid of jumping in the deep end He be like, "What you think?" I say depends Finally, I don't have to work weekends I'm not as lonely or depressed 'cause now I got a girlfriend And girls send me nudes so I know my music's working, and [Pre-Chorus] Uh, I just wanna end it right now Uh, I don't even wanna find out Uh, I don't got space in the bottle The word forevеr is a real hard to swallow, and Uh, I don't feel like I belong in my skin, and Uh, shit, I don't think I'll еver fit in, and Uh, feels like I shoulda been dead Living on a second chance, that fucks with my head [Chorus] Sometimes I wish that I was someone else Sometimes I wish that I was honest with myself Am I just too proud to ask for help? Sometimes I wish I didn't fucking hate myself But I hate myself Uh, but I hate myself [Verse 2] The younger me won't believe what I'm thinking The younger me wanna do some shit different He freaking out 'cause he don't wanna feel destined To wake up every day not recognizing his reflection Confession, sick never looked so sexy Growing up never looked so messy The world we live in never felt so techy Wonder if I went missing, would anybody miss me? [Pre-Chorus] Uh, I just wanna know how you feel Uh, I just wanna know if it's real Uh, I don't got space in the bottle The word forever is a real hard swallow, and Uh, I don't think I'm gonna calm down, and Uh, think I gotta ride this thing out Uh, feels like I shoulda been dead Living on a second chance, that fucks with my head [Chorus] Sometimes I wish that I was someone else Sometimes I wish that I was honest with myself Am I just too proud to ask for help? Sometimes I wish I didn't fucking hate myself But I hate myself Uh, but I hate myself I hate myself