Avoiding Attachment

[Verse 1] Everyone I've ever loved has liked me more than I've liked them I'm never sure of what I want, and I think it might be happening again We're in my car, I wanna kiss you, but I feel like I could throw up I just met you and I'm already imagining our breakup [Chorus] Maybe in another life, I got a dad who liked me Maybe in another life, my mom was stable and healthy But here I am, traumatized, fucking this up, wasting your time Afraid of what would happen if I stopped avoiding attachment [Verse 2] I want attention without commitment I wanna hold you from arm's lеngth So when you ask me what I wanted I almost lost it, 'causе how do I say it? You could give me space You could be picture perfect, so well paced And I would still find any reason to break it off, to push you away [Chorus] Maybe in another life, I got a dad who liked me Maybe in another life, my mom was stable and healthy But here I am, traumatized, fucking this up, wasting your time Afraid of what would happen if I stopped avoiding attachment [Bridge] You ask me if I feel safe before you try to touch me If I really let you see me, if I really let you love me Would you hurt me worse than I could? Would the intimacy kill me? Would I finally find my equal? Would you be the one to leave me? [Outro] Maybe I could stick around when you say that you like me Maybe I could love someone who's stable and healthy But here I am, traumatized, fucking this up, wasting your time While wondering what would happen if I stopped avoiding attachment