Pain

(Hook, Ruelle) I know It hurts Its hard To breathe sometimes These nights Are long You've lost The will to fight Is anybody out there Can you, lead me to the light Is anybody out there Tell me, it'll all be alright (Verse, BubsRN$) You ain't even got a fucking clue Of the shit i had to do Yes, had to do Selling C Where was you? I was all alone Smoking dope, snorting coke Explaining through the words that i wrote Every lyric was note Of the pain in my dome & the things that i've done Why i'm alone Yes why im alone Never learned how to trust Barely learning the difference between Whats love and what the fuck is drugs Shit is all poison infecting injecting straight to your heart Leave a nigga reflecting real hard Read between the lines when you get the message Try to think smart Never meant to be a burden Never meant to be a struggle Always felt like im hurtin' Always feel like im tangled Damn, pain is just thought Broke when i think back to when we used to talk (Hook, Ruelle) I know It hurts Its hard To breathe sometimes These nights Are long You've lost The will to fight Is anybody out there Can you, lead me to the light Is anybody out there Tell me, it'll all be alright (Verse, BubsRN$) 1st grade, stop paying attention 4th grade, stop doing the work 8th grade, started thinkin' reflection 10th grade, started moving that work I was smoking cigs at 7 Never knew how i felt about heaven Popping snortin' slangin pills Momma what the fucks the deal Daddy left, and she had to pay the bills But the dumb broad got hooked And i got shook Never knew what to do Till i got my warrant then i flew Found a good girl Atleast that's what i thought i knew I was only 18 for a week Right away i was out on the streets Couldn't go to my momma cause she one of the fiends And it seems Triple c, little coke and some weed Is all i needed To forget what i see Every day of the week It was me And the pain that i seen (Hook, Ruelle) I know It hurts Its hard To breathe sometimes These nights Are long You've lost The will to fight Is anybody out there Can you, lead me to the light Is anybody out there Tell me, it'll all be alright