[Intro: Dominic Fike]
It's how I feel most of the time ever since all this shit happened
I feel so tense all the time
I shake a lot when I wake up
And before I go to sleep
And when I'm drunk
And right before I get high
[Verse 1: C-Reezy]
I called, just to talk a bit
I've been going through some things, actually a lot of shit
I wished you picked up, that would be nice
But you're probably at work, so that's alright
I'mma leave this little voicemail so everyone can hear
How bad I'm really doing and how I hate this year
And the last, and my past, and my dad and I'm sad
Nothing new, so it's true, just talking out my ass
Or something, but lately I've been feeling like I'm nothing
Thoughts in my brain and my noggin stay jumping
I try to tell the truth, but I end up fronting
'Cause I'm always fucked up or I'm fucked, no discussion
[Chorus: C-Reezy]
Feeling fucked up, but I always get it done
If I got a 20, I'mma always get a dub
Never knowing things cause I'm always getting dumb
Standing in the ocean while I'm sitting in my tub
Feeling fucked up, but I always get it done
If I got a 20, I'mma always get a dub
Never knowing things cause I'm always getting dumb
Standing in the ocean while I'm sitting in my tub
[Verse 2: C-Reezy]
We can head to the pub and get a couple pints
Watch some movies, buy some snacks, get fucked for the night
I don't even like to drink, but I will if you do
'Cause I think you're really awesome, and I'm a silly fool
Tryna stand by the side of a motherfucking goddess
Tipsy on my feet, stumble fast like "I got this!"
Felt so stupid, I was under your spell
When you took your clothes off? I was overwhelmed
[Bridge: C-Reezy]
Wish you felt how I felt, man that shit was so wack
But it's all done now, I can't take that shit back
Wish you felt how I felt, man that shit was so wack
But it's all done now, I can't take that shit back
[Chorus: C-Reezy]
Feeling fucked up, but I always get it done
If I got a 20, I'mma always get a dub
Never knowing things cause I'm always getting dumb
Standing in the ocean while I'm sitting in my tub
Feeling fucked up, but I always get it done
If I got a 20, I'mma always get a dub
Never knowing things cause I'm always getting dumb
Standing in the ocean while I'm sitting in my tub
Feeling fucked up, but I always get it done
If I got a 20, I'mma always get a dub
Never knowing things cause I'm always getting dumb
Standing in the ocean while I'm sitting in my tub
[Outro: Interviewer & Kevin Abstract]
So I wanna like figure out the right way to ask you about your family? Because you don't talk about them in interviews and I want to respect that
It's not that serious, it's just, um, there's certain things I want
To keep sacred because of like, choices I made and I don't want choices I made to like affect my family. That's literally all it is. I left home when I was 17 though, because like, I wanted to do this, you know? And that, there was support from afar to an extent, but it wasn't like "We're gonna help you get this off the ground" so I don't really, uh, communicate with them as much as like Romil probably does with his family but I still talk to my family and like... They care about me
