Anxiety

I want that brand new car I want that private jet But if I ain’t got you then I just don’t have nothing left I take it slow sometimes to clear my mind rewind But every time I see you I just know that I’ll be fine This anxiety takes control and it don’t have no breaks A narrow road to nothing but some pain and bad mistakes I know I’ve been ashamed and you got me to blame Cause I just wreck up everything until it burst to flames And now our timings off 'cause it is all my fault And I can’t go reverse it no I can’t it’s over done I try to do what you need me to do and nothing more Cause when I go off on a limb I seem to open doors That I don’t need to opеn That leads to misery and mystery and lеaves you broken And that should be the slogan To keep us outta danger, to keep us glued together To keep our faces on familiar terms im not a stranger And I know it’s not your fault But I’m alone up in this car I’m barely breathing I’m barely breathing Will you catch me if I fall? Will you ignore me if I call? I’m barely breathing I’m barely breathing oh I’m barely breathing I’m barely eating I don’t know how to Win back my freedom I wish it would go away with seasons But it’s the same everywhere I go it follows me And it’s still tryna sink my ship, take and swallow me I could put it down on paper but it don’t mean nothing Another bottle filled, tryna make me feel nothing When I’m on it, I’m begging myself to feel something But when I’m not I’m begging myself to feel numb I can’t tell you what goes up on in my brain But I can tell you it never fits in the frame It takes control of you and kicks you to the drain But I’m not going out this easy Promise you you’ll know my name And i'ma set the tone to let it know I’m home And I’m not leaving, I’m settling down up on my throne I got my team it’s me me, I’m on my own I don’t need nothing, I’m turning off my phone And I know it’s not your fault But I’m alone up in this car I’m barely breathing I’m barely breathing Will you catch me if I fall? Will you ignore me if I call? I’m barely breathing I’m barely breathing oh oh