Painkiller

I've been talkin' to my therapist for six months now Tryna unpack everything, the why, what, how I could have ever messed it up so bad, it hurts (It hurts, it hurts) You were the only one I've ever been my real self with You were my rock, my safety net when things got shit You were my painkiller for so long You righted so many wrongs Oh, I thought you loved me enough to forgive mistakes and Where did that side of you go? Where's the give and take in? 'Cause you walked away so easy You gave up without a fight I know I'm the one who messed up But I still have a right To demand a little more of you I can't believe you wouldn't talk things through And now I'm left to rebuild all the parts of me that you left behind And now I'm left to rebuild all the parts of me that you left behind I've been sleepin' late and eatin' bad for six months now Overthinkin' every little thing, the why, what, how You could have gone and disappeared like That, it hurts (It hurts, it hurts) And just admit you didn't take on any ownership I know I lost my grip, but it takes two to drift Been on the painkillers for so long That they don't even work now Oh, I thought you loved me enough to forgive mistakes and Where did that side of you go? Where's the give and take in? 'Cause you walked away so easy You gave up without a fight I know I'm the one who messed up But I still have a right To demand a little more of you I can't believe you wouldn't talk things through And now I'm left to rebuild all the parts of me that you left behind And now I'm left to rebuild all the parts of me that you left behind