Smoking Man

[Verse 1] I wanted to be a smoking man Filter out all the light I'm bending the darkness with my lungs Until every breath was tight But I choked myself in my own head I'll replay my death until it's not pretend [Verse 2] I wanted to be the holy man All-knowing and always right I never believed that this would end The cyclical trip of life But I melt into the street again As I walk the path to meet my end And the devil comes to greet me like a friend [Chorus] I wanna see it, I wanna feel it again I wanna see it, let it consume me again I wanna take it if you would let me in I wanna know it, let me love it again I wanna see it, I wanna feel it again I wanna see it, let it consume me again I wanna take it if you would let me in I wanna know it, let me love it again [Post Chorus] I don't want to die [Bridge] I built the cage I'm locked inside Uninspired by the divine Reality dances in my eyes So I walk in crooked lines I built the cage I'm locked inside Uninspired by the divine Reality dances in my eyes So I walk in crooked lines [Outro] Don't wanna see it, don't wanna feel it again Don't wanna see it, it won't consume me again Don't wanna take it, please don't let me in Don't wanna know it, no, I can't love it again