Insecure

[Verse 1]: I get involved with people so they don't diminish Yet I can't find peace, my trigger finger itching 25 to life is a sentence I can't finish Better yet a bid, I'm trying to feed my kids Egocentric with the style and the name Bigger picture when your kid find a feel for the game Hendricks influenced the way my light shines Father-Time is fed up, reason I always fight time Stomach empty from the lack motivation and depression Either that or I'm ill minded with the pen I put pressure in Faces fades and the days get more difficult Tried to fuck me up in my vision peripheral How in the hell? Managed to get past my execution date Ate 9 times outta ten I'm a food fanatic On the verge on dying, you would think that I'm an addict Losing sleep over beats, been so long that I been at it [Hook]: Why do I feel so insecure? Tell the reason you're living for At the right time With the right mind You can really find the answers to it [Verse 2]: I'm never scheming I'm jotting down through the seasons I could help you find the pieces But I don't with fuck police, is It as strange the way of life and I see things Happen overnight Like Kanye up in the spotlight So many lives that I cherish through a musical genre Provided me advice to get me out of problems Beat machines, upbeat tempo percussion After a few listens I wanted nothing else but it Forget the hype we need poets but I'll hop on a trap beat and destroy it This game is nothing to toy with A hundred fuegos coming straight for your dome piece Forgive me for my wrongs and this world that I'm exposing [Hook] [Bridge]: Man I can't believe all of the things that I've provided Mark up plus the details got me thinking its a process Staring out the window and I'm trapped inside my mind it's Hard to see these people go like I don't ever mind it