I Forget

All my doctors and friends Have concocted these theories Weary of seeing me day after day On the edge of my bed Leery of living My laughter on hold My sadness on stay And it's been this way for quite a while Yes, I forget how to smile I'd like to rely on my old game and yet Even that I forget It's not there, I regret Couldn't get up today I pretended a fever Any excuse but the truth will do I don't lie very well No I'm not a deceiver But I can't bring myself to admit that I'm blue And it's been this way For quite a while Yes, I forget how to smile I'd like to rely on my old game and yet Even that I forget It's not there, I regret The clock and the calendar Both an assault Time goes so slow It must be my fault I act like I'm okay When I'm not okay at all I forget what to do I forget what it all means Don't remember if love ever really felt good I forget to be here And not in-between I'd put on a good show If only I could And it's been this way for quite a while Yes, I forget how to smile I'd like to rely on my old game and yet Even that I forget It's not there, I regret I forget